nO tIMe tO cRy
Last night I just needed to cry... women reading this will understand the "Quarterly cry" men have probably already stopped reading by now lol... Every three months or so I just have to let it all out... the frustrations, anger, disappointment and stress that has built up. Not to say there haven't been happy quarters too... I bust out in joyous laughter as often as possible, but last night I needed to sit on my bed with a box of tissues and drown my sorrows. But for the first time there was no time. I stood in the kitchen and swelled up for about 45 seconds, threw a cup, said the f word a few times, (even that I could not do as properly and with as much umph and gusto as I wanted! ) then got back to work. I don't even have the time to have a proper break down! Who knows maybe that's a blessing ;) Now I wonder if my quarterly cry is still there and I need to schedule an appointment for it... I can just image my date book now... 5pm dentist appointment, 6pm dinner, 6:30pm exercise, 7pm bath, 7:30pm cry, 8pm clean, 9pm Quinn's nightly temper tantrum, 10pm bed.
Uggg I need some sleep, which is another story!
Uggg I need some sleep, which is another story!
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4 Comments:
Wow I can definitely relate to that post. Especially this week. I know everyone says you have to make time for yourself. Most people don't understand how hard that really is when you work full-time and have a family.
Don't let the stress build up inside..Ya gotta let it out. Trust me I know you don't want to have panic attacks now do ya?? LOL Seriously though make time to let it out..Even if you have the little man staring at you saying "what's wrong mommy?" sometimes ya even get a hug...
Quinn is so sweet about that stuff. If I'm upset he gives me a hug and a kiss and finds some random piece of food and says "here mommy" ... usually a cracker he's already slobbered on.
Whata guy whata guy ....
Hopefully that means when he grows up and sees his wife or lady friend cry, he'll give her a hug and a kiss and cook her some dinner (not slobbered on)
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