I have to say, I feel a little guilty... I wanted a girl so badly that I think Tony feels it's his fault for us having a boy. I try to make him understand that I was just shocked for a bit and all is well now. I'm thrilled, we have what appears to be a healthy, beautiful, STRONG (what a kicker) baby boy.

Finding out the sex of the baby just brought the whole thing home to me. It's not a game anymore, this is real!

I was in shock that night... today, I am thrilled! I hope he sees that.