I think I lost my Mucas plug!!! No actually I know I lost it. What else could it have been?

I woke up around noon today (no contractions) and when I went to the bathroom it was kinda dischargy and I saw an EVER so slight pink mark on the toilet paper... I mean so slight I had to keep looking but there was no doubt it was there. It was so slight that it kinda looked like someone maybe wiped their tinted pink lip gloss on a napkin.

After I researched a gazillion websites I found that it's common to be light, some people never even see it because they experience discharge the whole time.

Well according to the websites I could have gone in to labor in the next few hours, days or weeks... WELLL THAT REALLY HELPS!

Tony and I were discussing the fact that I am VERY sensitive to every move he makes and contraction I feel. Mel says she never even had a contraction until labor started or at least she never knew of them. I'm not sure if what Tony is telling me is fact but it makes me feel better... he says a girl he works with Ton(i) has a sister who is a prenatal nurse, she told Toni that when a woman has all the contractions I have been having they usually have a smoother labor, becuase their body has been prepairing, hence the term - Practice contractions. I have been feeling them since the fith or six month. I really hope she is right because I am getting REALLY nervous but really excited too.

My mood swings are horendous though, I had someone say to me that they weren't as "unhappy" as I when they were pregnant, and I guess I have to explain to all that I am SOOOO happy. I'm a moody person in general so when the hormones kick in on top of that it sounds like I am unhappy. I'm not I promise, I'm just stressed and afraid of all the what ifs.

An ex of mine explained that I have a real problem with "what if's" and creating senarios of bad things. He's right, and all that thinking of bad things that "could" happen gets me stressed and moody!

Down deep I'm sure all is well.

I really need to recheck my writings, I went back a few days to read my blog and they are so full of spelling errors. I appologize, I write quick and don't bother Checking. Ya'll still love me? KIM :)