Sassafrascal.com
July 29

I bought a $300.00 digital Camera today! STUPID!!! I don't have the money to buy These things... but I have a severe memory problem. I really realized how severe When my sister had to tell me that I went on a family trip to Florida at 16 years old. I had no idea, even the pictures she broke out did not jog my memory. Some say it's trauma, other say it just happens. Who the hell knows but since that day I began collecting magnets from anywhere I went that I wanted to remember. Sometimes I go to my refrigerator and just look, and it helps. So you see my dilemma with the camera? I didn't want to risk forgetting one single moment. I suppose I didn't have to get the 5.1 pixels but I'm really into electronics, photography and graphic art. I will be messing around with photos in Photoshop a lot so I wanted a nice clear picture to start with. Today is my last Full week of work. What a weird feeling. Monday is my last day all together. It kinda sucks to have to go in for one day but it's nice to know I can relax after that and take it easy. I will actually miss work, I think I just started getting into the "group" and now I'll be gone. And worse of all, I've been waiting to do a full redesign on our site and it turns out they want it done by September 30th. The exact time I'll be gone! Oh well, maybe next time. Lately I've been real lazy, but now that I have the opportunity to get sleep and stay rested I'd like to start doing my pregnancy exercise videos again. I was doing "walking it off with George Forman everyday" but too many things to do in the day made it hard to keep up. SO I think I'll go back to it now. Plus I noticed I get real bad hip pain when I stop exercising. So far I have gained about 40 pounds, I've talked to many women who say they gained between 60 and 100 so I don't feel real bad. I'll just have to step it up after I give birth. I've been thinking of buying the "yoga boogie ballet" exercise tape. I may also go back to bally's and swim after work. But I have to lose a bit of weight before I get into a swimsuit. My goal is 135 I could go smaller but I really, REALLY don't like the bean poll look. I think a healthy somewhat muscular look is so much more attractive! I've also made plans to die and perm my hair. I'm going with long brunette hair with BIG, wavy curls, wispy bangs and a few high lights. My hair right now looks like a blank canvas since I can't die it and I'm letting it grow.


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